My Life’s Inspiration
As I went through the hospital doors, the sense of devastation and hopelessness hit me. Some of my family was already there, their tears trickling out and sadness was the overpowering emotion. My Great Grandma lay there, wrapped in the hospital white blanket unconscious and free of the pain she should have felt. Her hair as always was flawlessly done, with each family member making sure it looks as perfect as my Grandmother would do it daily. My Great Aunt told me, “She can hear you, you can say your goodbyes and how much you love her.” Knowing that she would never wake up again caused my heart to break. My Great Grandma was such a great influence in our family’s lives, and we did not want to lose her just yet. Hours had gone by as I held her chilling hand from the moment I arrived to the time when she had past.
Growing up with a Great Grandma was a blessing; most people never meet their great grandparents and I had seventeen years with her. Her inspiration and influence has helped to shape the person I am today. I am just as she was is outgoing, free-willed, and family orientated. The endless amounts of spunk and energy that she possessed carried her through her long-lived life. At the age of 91 her lust for life was still growing. My Grandmother always kept our family together by arranging family reunions and making sure that everyone in the family knew each other by more than just their names. She spread her desire to live freely through her growing family especially when she met her Great Great Grandchild this past summer. Her Grandchildren thought the world of her and idealized the person that she became.
My life experience with my Great Grandma has shown me the person who I aspire to become. With her own life lessons of raising three girls on her own, playing her part in World War Two by working at the Singer Company making and repairing uniforms for thirty years and striving to keep our family closely connected. She pushed herself to become all that she could and more. Her life lessons have taught me to accomplish my dreams and desires by self-dedication and strong work ethic.
After experiencing the loss of my beloved Great Grandma, I still take all her lessons to heart. From her famous golden apple pie to hard work, she never fails to keep inspiring me to become the person who she knew I was to become. I am the first Great Grandchild that she will not see graduate from high school, but I know that she will be looking down upon me with proud eyes. Her life lessons will stay with me and I will pass them down to my friends and one day my children. This devastating experience is anything but that, she was and still is the most influential person in my life. Her peaceful pass was all we could have ever wished for and our love for her will never fade.